The Day I Forgot My Adjectives

Interviewed | GMA7, Quezon City | ©2012
iPhone photo by D.
It is no secret that I am very shy and that I prefer to be behind the camera. And while I aced my reports and presentations in school and at work, I do not really talk when it is not necessary. And the only reason why I was ever in school plays or agreed to do an interview for a lifestyle show today, it is because I want to conquer my shyness.
But it is a long process, I realized. Everytime I do something that requires to be infront of people or the camera, I get terrified. And that's exactly what happened today.
I was so nervous, my mind went blank. I groped for words. Plus, I had difficulty speaking because of my braces! You know how, with braces, your S would sound shhh? Or how you'd always sound like you are going to have an asthma attack?
To make the long story short, I kinda messed up. Although the producers kept assuring me I did well, I still felt I could've done better. EJ and N were both very patient with me. They were the nicest people. And my sweet sister D who was with me for some moral support comforted me by saying: "It's ok, it happens. But at least, you sounded sensible."
Oh, I should just stick to photography and blogging. Or maybe, I should start a vlog. That should be my training ground for the next guesting. Haha.
Really, a part of me is wishing I could re-do everything today.
Thank you, J, EJ, N, CBB, and D!

6 left some love :
can't be that bad, when you look THAT good!
How do I see this? - E
no matter what, i am still proud of you and will always be.
Grabe! My dreams are coming true in you, Ai! Hahaha
Anonymous said...
can't be that bad, when you look THAT good!
How do I see this? - E
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Thanks, E! Will text you airing sked. :)
konsuy said...
no matter what, i am still proud of you and will always be.
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This means a lot to me, Chi! Thank you! :)
Badeth said...
Grabe! My dreams are coming true in you, Ai! Hahaha
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Haha. I hope I'm not shy like you! Please teach me how to be less shy and nervous infront of the camera! :)
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